Before the experience I thought it might be a bit hallucinogenic, like mushrooms. I thought that I might trip on concepts and reality. I really didn't know what to expect; perhaps a very sensual experience in my body, like really experiencing sound, movement, or taste. Actually my basic level of attitude was one of boredom. After money, sex, and food, what else is there?

During the experience I discovered that I have choice at levels of existence not known consciously to me before. Land of the Gods -- beautiful beings, truth and wisdom everywhere, existence in an ocean of love.

I struggled somewhat at first with some fears about letting go, but I surrendered to the energy. I saw glimpses of the past, and of future possibilities. I saw and understood the meaning of all those whom I love and who love me, at the level of soul, the level of the naked truth of myself. I discovered that I could heal myself, that I could erase negative patterns from my soul and create new ones. I saw my soul mate in this incarnation and how deep is the love between us. I understood the meanings of the moments in my life. I am grateful!

I feel that I have changed greatly during the past few days since the session. I see things very clearly. I see the truth in myself -- relationships with others, my level of service. I have been crying a lot out of gratitude. I am moved deeply by the simplest things. My emotional self and body have been going through changes. A rash on my hands and neck has surfaced, but I am calm and strong inside. I just observe and stay connected with the bliss. I feel that I have increased my responsibility in life -- indeed I am a god.

My love for myself, for others, and for life keeps growing. I feel a deep patience that I never had before. It comes from a deep peace in me. I have travelled to many places in the world, but during the past few days I have travelled into the farthest reaches of the universe, far beyond my wildest dreams. The past few days have been my greatest travel adventure so far. I watch my little egoic mechanisms arise and I dissolve them in a sea of love. Life - whatever its purpose and direction -- let it come!